Don't YOU just totally LOVE this cd label. It's the one for Dawn and my CD. It is such fun working with such a creative and fun lady. I swiped the label from Dawn's blog LOL. What can I say - we rawk!
Trish

God I am slack on the updating lately :) It is not 3 weeks yet but do I care? NO!!! I have picked my baby up, I have held him in my arms, I have carried him around, we have snuggled like no tomorrow, sure I am still tender, but ohhhhhhh so much better for holding my baby love, it has done wonder for both of us. To smell his sweet baby smells, to feel his little heart next to mine, to get his big sloppy kisses face to face with his little chubby arms wrapped around my neck instead of side on is pure and total BLISS. When he kisses me now he puts his whole little mouth over mine and goes mmmmmmm leaving the required amount of slober behind! I have not had such sweet kisses for many years. The CD has been sent out to the FP team yahooo. I am excited about that this being my first CD, I hope it is well recieved, it is also scarey in a way too, so much more different than releasing a kit week after week LOL It is now school holidays here for next 2 weeks - yahoo! I need a big long chain 1 at each end of the yard, one kid tied to each end about 30 feet at least apart so they can't bloody fight! That is all they are doing fight fight, agrue, bicker UGGGGGGGG. The weather has been pretty miserable here as well so that doesnt help. Son is on his puter chatting to school friends. Daughter is on her puter scrapping, with the CD and a pile of photos. They are both happy for now, wonder how long peace will reign for :) Baby is playing peek a boo with me and his rocking horse LOL Time for me to catch up on everyone's blogs now.

Guess who now has a blog? Deb does.. http://mutteringdeb.blogspot.com/. It rawks! Yes Deb is on our team, but her blog is so totally worth a read, scroll down, she has a very unique writing style which keeps you clamouring for more. Onya Deb :)

I Worked It Out!

I have been feeling really down lately! Tried, snappy, unhappy, like something is wrong but not knowing what! No its not me getting my period either hehe. It is the fact that I had my last upclose personal cuddle with my baby boy at 6.20 am Friday the Third of June 2005!!!! After that I went to hopsital to have my gallbladder out. Since then I have not been able to pick up my son. Since then I have not been able to feed my son without a pillow between us. Since then I have not been able to be as close to my baby son as normal. He and I are both very cuddly with each other. I still get my cuddles, from the side, no skin on skin contact, no legs wrapped around my waits, no more bug hugs as I call them. It is depressing me! Completly!! I thought it was 2 weeks before I could pick him up, which woud have only been 2 more days to go. I was excited. I really was. UNTIL I read the bloody stupid thing from the doctor, 3 weeks, yes 3 long drawn out freaking weeks. So that makes it 1 more week and 2 days, or 9 days in total until i can cuddle my baby again. It is a little different with the bigger kids, we cuddle, we kiss, we have that contact. But not with the baby, it sucks seeing your son crying his little eyes out just for mummy to pick him up. Now when he wants me he walks over to the lounge, pats it and says mummy or mummy tittie, which is cute in one way and totally heart breaking in another. Everyone else in the house has to do things for me, I can't even lift a load of washing!!!! Depressing :(

Well what a busy couple of weeks the past few weeks have been! I had gallbladder surgery on the 3rd June. The word gallstones or gallbladder just totally gross me out it is YUKY YUCKY YUCKY and I still feel that way. The surgery was quite a lot better than I thought it would be, keyhole surgery was how they done it, 4 small incisions, camera, tools and rip rip its out J Prior to surgery I was scared out of my mind, I honestly thought I was going to die. Paranoid, you betcha! Surgery is a very scary thing, especially to those who have never had anything done to them before. Having a baby is the most scary thing I had even done before this, and I think I would still rather spit a kid out than have surgery hehe. On Saturday my little sister got married!!! I was so happy for her and so proud of her, she was the most beautiful bride I have ever seen, glowing, totally glowing, and very very happy, so was the poor fella who took her on board Ben. They truly are a gorgeous couple even though Pen is only 4� 10� and Ben is a whopping 6� 4� LOL. I loved seeing my sister get married, I loved being a part of it. I was still and am still recovering from the surgery which sorta sucks, but hey we all had a ball. It was the best wedding I have ever been too, the ceremony was outdoors, perfect weather, the hall for the reception looked totally awesome. My CD went on sale at SBB on Friday which is kinda kewl J Now back to reality and more kit creating, so far for the last 2 weeks I have made 1 paper, no 2 now, I done another last night LOL Have a great day!
Trish

Guess What? It is done, it is done, yayyyyy, my CD set The Eclectic Mix will be available at SBB this Friday for purchase and will be shipping 24 June. I am a little excited, a little nervouse and a little over it LOL read last post - it's been a long week this week.
Trish

Been a little while since I posted I know, I had surgury last Friday and was not really fit for anying much at all this past week, still on the mend and everything is healing like it should, just can't pick my baby up for at least another week. Not being able to pick you baby up sucks, seeing him standing there crying his little eyes out because all he wants is his mummy. Oh well shit happens and it will get better :)
Trish